gnarhh:

people will talk shit about you no matter what you do, so do whatever the fuck makes you happy.

With everything that I’ve gone through recently in the last days of 2018, I’m so fucking done living my life for other people. All the times I give away my power to appease the minds of those around me. I am done dealing with the bull shit, not even for love and not even for family. I cant take on the thoughts, beliefs, and judgments of anyone. I have to always do what’s best for me. Know my intentions and do my best to keep them pure and in alignment with my highest truth.

The gentle creature in me, the mother, the lover wants to forgive and love again but no matter how i wish people would be, doesn’t make it reality. I walk in 2019 with eyes awoken to the truth. You can’t un see the truth

About last night..

It’s like I’ll never be the same. I’m not sure what to do next and I wish there was someone in my life that was safe to talk to about this with but right now everyone who’s in my life would be directly affected … I need it from someone with a open mind and lots of ability to see different perspectives maybe give me some good ideas, cause I’m so lost on what to do..